Sunday, December 27, 2009

27-12-2009 < 3rd day , 4more day >

oink... 27th jor...together wif deardear 2month ald XD love u much much dear =)


this is the 3rd day dear nt at KL =( miss her alot >__<
btw donno y ...biasa we 1 week few day only meet ..but this time feel miss dear alot =(

niu darling 3rd day nv eat full full...keep need hand feed and dint eat alot @_@
ltr when dear bak she ald bcome thin XD

lalala...today whole day wow , drama + sleep lol....
jz now play wow battleground , play play xia...suddenly few wan play bak hunter then i use my emblem change gear for hunter then start my new hunter XD lv8 troll hunter .
btw troll look like the Avatar nia...or Avatar look like troll ...hand leg long long 1..

Saturday, December 12, 2009

2009.12.12

这几天都在Assignment,degree的果然不能玩玩下。。lol
3个assignment9000个字 >_<
前天才刚玩成IB罢了,剩下3天我还有两份要做>_<

昨天去找deardear咯。。。到setapak已经10.30pm+
玩到2点才回家,可怜的deardear被我欺负了几个小时XD
12/12/2009 our 1st kiss /shy

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Currentlly de 宅男 Haox

hmmm....最近hor....在Cari hor认识料一个自称Suan的美女。。。
然后hor....突然hor..我叫她deardear料。。。XD
2009/10/3 get her msn XD
2009/10/25 story trailer XD
2009/10/27 the story begin here
2009/11/7 wif deardear 1st meet
2009/11/14 wif deardear 2nd meet
2009/11/15 deardear cosplay XD

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Cureeeently de wo ~

hmmm....1st time wanna tell is my diploma result is out !
and i get 2.06 !!! yay! and now i intake kbu degree course...

this few day, keep farming my wow paladin gear! and my dps stil sux !
go to battleground only kill by ppl...=___=

and today ! my BLACK MYVIcome jor ! ^____^

thats it !tata

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Friday, September 25, 2009

失败的我

today wake by mum and tarik by her go to eat break1st...
in the car coz of small stupid thing my dad scold scold scold...and my mum bla bla bla.. my foot !ccb

yea, i admin that im useless. nt mature enough...compare to other im stil a kid..
alway dreaming, waste time alot... nt good in studies... wat else...lazy..selfish...
bla bla bla.... m going to sleep and runaway from everything...fck off JH

Thursday, September 24, 2009

哭了。。。可是眼泪去了哪里?

刚和她说晚安后,突然有种奇怪的感觉用上心,这个感觉很熟悉,4年前的一个晚上,有个女孩对我说她喜欢我可是她不能习惯这个关系,最后她说我们还有机会一起。。可是那时我没争取,那天的道别就成了我和她最后一个道别。。现在应该一样情况吧。。。 终觉得这是最后一个道别吧?不懂还会不会有这个机会。。。
说真的我很想大哭一下。。。不懂啦。。。烦啊。。。





















































































duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

想哭了。。

在毫无准备之下,事情发生到我没想到的地步。。
不懂要酱去面对事实。。。haiz...
算了。。这也许是我的命水不好。。。注定没人爱

Sunday, September 20, 2009

2009.9.20 ~累了~

今天看了中学的校刊,不知不觉以有3年了。。
转眼我21了。。我会活到多少岁?


听着歌~
我开始慌了
我开始累了
我已经不想再酱下去了。。。不过能怎样。。。
暗恋的滋味,我还是适应不了。。。
明明已经决定要向你表白,可是却没勇气。。。
看看没有优点的自己。。变得更没有勇气去说喜欢你了。。
更害怕被你拒绝后,连朋友都做不成。。>_<
想忘记你也需要很多很多的时间。。。
我的世界人来人往,你也会成为过去。。。
b4 u r gone, 我会努力的记下我们的友情。。
你说的每一句话。。每一个笑容我永远都会记得。。

如果有一天你从我的世界离开了,我知道哪并不会带来任何改变 ..
我还是照常过我的生活,只是在安静的夜晚。。。我还是会想起你。。。

在读着这个blog的你。。。不用想了。。
就是你。。。我喜欢的就是你啦=)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

2009.9.17 { am i?}

不知道要酱形容我这几天的心情=S
我承认我是喜欢某人 , 那又可以怎样,haiz~
what can i do ~? >_<

Friday, September 11, 2009

2009-9-11 { currently de WO]

很久很久没有来update blog 料~ 就因为懒!
最近在等成绩咯~在家宅料一个礼拜。。。hehe
上个星期六Feiyong, GuatFun,Pohyee&Mabel在MV Garden开FarewellParty~
气氛不错下,够起很多中学的回忆=D

前天法兰西施下来PJ, 然后去CC玩wow咯。。。之前我和SW讨论WOW的server 开服的时间,SW说是10PM,
然后我和法兰西施等a等,等到10点多。。。我在某某网站看到美国时间还没到开服时间,就是说SW给错我资料!!! 我们就酱从10pm等到2am -___-
2am server 一部分开了。。。可是Oceanic 等到40多分钟后才开。。。
然后就玩到5.30am 咯。。。。回到家累死 ~___~

5.30 睡到12.00pm 然后又在去CC坐 ~_~
晚餐SW, FR,我去SS2吃 =D
12am 离开CC,回家
睡觉前和FR来了几场GVG,果然Exia是最强的 XD

Sunday, August 30, 2009

2009.8.30 -寂寞的一天-

aiyoyo...昨天跟那个Angel聊到蛮夜下。。。。
从那段对话里,让我启发了一些东西。。。她说了一些我没想过的事,果然人需要经验来成长。。。

aiyoyoyo。。。闷啊!!!!单身坏处多多!!
还有哦。。。我要声明!我虽然口口声说我要GF,可是我还是需要时间来培养感情的。。。
不过我认识的女生都很大可能会变成我的目标。。hehehe...矛盾下。。。。blablabla

aiyer...i wan gf la...don wan being alone all the way in my life ! T____T
who wan b my gf =D i think there wont b gurl wan b my gf >_< sob sob...

Friday, July 31, 2009

2009.7.31 < time passed , ntg changed>

weeee....lazy to count how long i nv update my blog liao..
y i nv update? many issues ...
the main issue is 生活单调 til ntg to say...

well...even now i my life is stil the same...BORED!
ytd til now was rushing the LAW assignment...
even this assignment is not hard...bt also used alo time to finish it...
and 2 more assignment to rush...BE & BC

AND NOW Im BAK to World OF WARCRAFT! Paladin Bloodelf reborn!
FOR THE HORDE! ROAR!

against ppl come ppl go happen in THE life ...

did u miss ur ex? i do...panda imy alot...

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

15/6/2009

昨天很早到College,就坐在车里听听歌咯。。。听听下。。。突然间。。。想起几年前的伤口。。
也许爱已经没有了。。可是后悔还是不停的反复。。。有点想哭。。。

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Currrrrentllly mE =DD

wuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...
Feel so lazy update the blog...=(

Studies~ Tis is the last sememster for the diploma le...and my moral donno how..@@ and tis sememster only study 2 day which is monday and wednesday ~_~ other day no class , stay at home ==

Monday is the 1st day i went to the class..last week feel lazy coz jz bak frm redang =D , then in monday gt some funny thing happen in class...i eat medicine in class lo..then Kwan ask me giv he 1 (he tot tat is sweet) then i tell he that nt sweet..then after few min...i chatting wif Joe Wee and donno when TS take my medicine
and eat..then say tis sweet weird...LOOL...suddenly SYOK! i tell he tat is medicine nt sweet..SWT la... going fainted ==

Tuesday when bak to the clinic whr i operation to check the wound..

Wednesday , which is today ...today in the class the Communication class..lecturer ask us to do tutorial ..walao giv us so little note and ask us answer..==
went to digital mall after class at 12pm wif JW & TS..then eat MCD and go cut hair wif TS...

AND NOW im sooooooooooooo boring =(

Saturday, May 16, 2009

2005.5.16

M'sia 2nd H1N1 ~_~ lalala...syok syok neh...all tc o..=D

roar whr is bubu mei =(

Friday, May 15, 2009

2009/5/15

wee。。。。。decided when bak to WOW by creating new char ..
bt from ytd i install the game using few hour ...then..
then now i stil in update-ing patch... ping to WOW is 1k+++++ diao...

yea =D today H1N1 finally reach M'sia lol...mai sooo scare la...the virus nt very serious...bt stil hav to bcareful...like wat the who who say...should let ppl kena 1time H1N1 so we can produce antibody that is a HUMAN big evolution =D (if u nv die) =DD

Thursday, May 14, 2009

2009.5.14

weee!!! 刚才去割了粉瘤。。。 =DD
医生一开始打了四针麻痹针然后就开始割咯。。。我只闻到烧焦味。。。haha
wee。。。decided bak to WOW , my LOVE i coming bak =DD

Sunday, May 10, 2009

5~9/5/2009 Funny + Crazy trip

5/5/2009
well..on 5May was told by JW tat Onn is nt going and Zhen Ye will replace his place...alway like that ..then 8.30pm dad fetch me to the PWTC bus station, when reach thr i was like totally lost...coz i nv come b4... lol..JW ask me go the counter thr ask smtg...and im stil lost-ing..@_@ then he say nvm..he reach soon..haha
then after a few min thy reach and wif 7 more JW's fren that i nv meet b4...~_~
then around 9.50pm bus arrive and we get our seat lu...i sit wif a STRANGER!(JW's fren) loll...

6/5/2009
the time in da bus was like siennnnnnnn...and tired....
in da bus .is difficult to sleep .. after looking at the black black road 1hour ++ then i sleep afew min then the bus stop for the 1st time for letting us go toilet...then i was =______= nvm lo...go down and peeee...then only noe ZhenYe and Ts also having the same problem LOOOOL...then the next stop also the same , i almost get sleep then reach the place rest AGAIN! wtf...its around 3am ++ then we hav the break1st...then continue sleep again..tis time im tired m sleep stil the bus almost reach the bus station...haha..when reach the bus station around 5am++ then we sit at thr til 7am until the van come fetch us...== the toilet thr very LOOOL de lo..coz me , Ye, Ts going to toilet brust teeth then we pay 20sen per person and go in and....NO WATER ! wtf...lucky we nv str8 brush teeth..if nt hard to imagize..haha
then got a unknown ppl come to us thr and keep on do smtg "funny" and talk weird..==
then after that guy gone...JW said that guy trying let us try drug and sell drug..

then around 7am the van reach and the moment i in THE van my 拖鞋带断了。。。wtf so unlucky...then we reach the jetty too early then hav to wait again duuuuuuuuuuu...
then we when to eat break1st again...haha...then i found tat all of the new fren r funny leh...haha...
then when bak to jetty wait the boat come...sienz...we keep on make fun of Ye , coz his skin colour look alike wif those local malay ppl..haha...

in da ship more sienz...no place to sit...so i standing...== walao...
almost use 40++ min to reach the island...

then after put our beg beg then when to rent the lifejacket and the mask =DD
then we went to SWIM~~~ if nt mistaken...i rmb that after swim we when to play volley ball and after few round then JW ask us to play rubbey ball using the volleyball and in the beach LOL..then play for fun lo...laugh like hell...

4pm + when to eat the TEA time...
then when bak room play poker and i lose RM15+ diao...
then 7pm eat the DINNER again...the teatime and dinnertime is too close...eat till fullllll....like hell...

then i rmb that..i when bak to room sleep...then around 8~9pm tio ye wake me up ask me go the outside play and drink the CHIVAS! duuuuuuuu.... then after they go out...i only slowly walk out...lol...the 1st day only few of us come out play only ..JW , ye , ts , "sahai" and the "sweet" couple..that day ntg fun...

7/5/2009
funny la...me , ye , ts and sahai sleep in 1 room ma..then in the nite b4 the aircond temp is 16 then b4 sleep i ask ts "don wan wear shirt ar?" then he said " no nid de la...i alway at home also like that.." then he say cold like duuuuuuuuu...

7am when to break1st then 9.30 when to snockling ...the place we snockling is dam boring...thr is a public snockling so hav to pay extra fee... then thr is soooo boring...after snockling awhile then bak to the beach and waiting the boat bring us bak to the resort..
12pm LUCNH ! =DDD then after that when to swim and play...after we play volley ball again... then the funniest thing is the guy kena ball by headshot...we all laugh like hell..after dinner when bak to room rest and drink the 2nd botol of chivas and this time all of us come out play...and is FUNNY! we played 007 BANG and 369...we dance we shake we laugh we drink together =D then after drink finish whole botal then when to swim and bcoz in d nite we laugh and shout too loud..a uncle come out and scold WHAT THE FCKING NOICE ...then we all sienz liao...bak to sleep ....

8/5/2009
then 3rd day...

Monday, May 4, 2009

End of 4/5/2009

yea...4/5 going end after 10more min..
im 21 yr old le =D
thx to Cath Jie , mei , panda , laifong and other for bday wish =D

yea...today some1 was unhappy coz of me ? m i wrong? or Yes...
if that is true sry 1st...i nid some time =(

Sunday, May 3, 2009

wEE wang WANG!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....2 more hour I will BE @! year OLD =DDD ...@! @! =DD
hehe...wish myself hAPPY B'daY! AND my BDAY wish is
1st .....
2nd ..... &
3rd is ..... =DDDDD

weeeeeeeeeeee....miss CATH JIE n MEI !!!!
roar!!!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

mai Miss me HOR~

hehe...going bak to kampung for 1 day...will b bak to home tmr evening gua~
then on 4 May stay at home hehe...my 21th bday =DD then next day will go to P.Redang wif AH joe and fren fren~ 4day 3nite from 6 May ~9 May ...hehe...no ppl will miss me =((

TO:Cath Jie!! miss jie alot neh ~_~ hehe
TO: BUUUUUUUUUUUU mei ~ wth u go! roar !!!! ytd was waiting mei sooooooo long...roar!

All take care hor~ AND wish no swine flu in M'sia ....!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

2009/4/28

duuuuu....the 5th day exam finish...bt donno why ytd was sleep during afternoon...feel stress in da dream...nvm don care...haha

tis few day was soooooooooooo boring...

let talk what happen in my pt bday ba...
1st 1st around 6pm i was waiting the 6.30 then go to college thr bring eric ,kwan thr all go to my house...then while waiting around 6pm..keong pop out at my house stair ...shock me..LOL..so early come..then nvm lo...chat chat play play..til 6.30 ask keong fetch me go college thr coz my jie take the car d...

then bak to home ...车神and his gf and francif at my house le...
then chat chat lo...chat til alot fren come le...then i very very de busy...hav to 招待不同gang的朋友。。。lol... then the funny part is play cake, Ts ke lian lo...tio me throw til shirt and hair all kena =DDD

then SSB gang is the last those leave my house...we chat lo...keep laugh ...then suddenly quiet then laugh then quiet LOOOL...boom dao...

k lu...thx to alll coming to my pt ya=D

hehe...those present ..thx ya...i save alot $$ le...4 new shirt + 1 beg + 1 wallet + 1 gunpla+ 2angpao...waaa... all plus together save alot $$ nia..hehe

Miss cath jie alot =DDD bo miss buuuuuuubu mei =P
jie fast fast finish exam !

Saturday, April 25, 2009

2009 2nd wish LIST ~

A gurl fren
A 1/100 exia gunpla
A 1/100 cherudim gunpla
A 1/100 00+ o raiser gunpla
Repair PSP screen, analog and buttons
A Iphone

so... i will nid alot alot money =D
any wan giv me $$? =DD

LOL Gundam 00 in Bahasa Melayu ??

haha...toady at ntv7 hav gundam 00 season1 episode 25...then is in malay LOOOOLL...
dam funny la...i keep watch keep laugh ..those malay 配音员 sound dammmm funny...
and the translate stil rojak wif some english ...duuuuu... funny...

hehe...let continue my tis week weekly blog here...
Monday having Management Accounting exam...that 1 stil ok bah...
Tuesday is International Business... that 1 also ok bah
Wednesday is Management Science then i tot is very hard...then i only memories some of the formula
Thursday is OTB, well tis is sux ! i wake up at 6.30am then only start study LOOL
Friday most syok 1... 2 paper in 1 day... 1st is Introduction to Tech. 2nd is Malaysian Studies... well during da IIT exam...4 ppl get caught for cheating in da exam.. which is Ali , Zhen Huan, Jeffery and Raf... sad for them =(

then in da last paper ...malaysian study ! we all bring-ing "note" into the hall..then start "copy" ....hope tis paper will pass =D

GRATZ to Zhen YI and Khen Onn finally finish the DIploma course..=D

2009.4.24-25

today when iit exam , 4 of our class get caught in cheating..
then after exam when bak home and wait onn tell me wat time going out

when to kepong and 喝酒 。。。i don like drink actually...i hate it alot
tis was the 3rd time i drink... dislike that feel..
now im dam pening and headache...jz now when i drive bak...
i make alot mistake...when turning.. i use fast speed ...make me drive on 2 lane...
dotz...now very pening...tis time i nv bcome emo after drink...

miss cath jie and bubu mei <33 miss bamboo yan too =D
cath jie mai forgot di o...
mei take care o...fast fast recovery ya =D mai let gor worry , gor do worry mei sick =( so fast fast recovery o =D

roar i wan a gf =D any1 wan me? i do really wish to hav a gf...i wan to love...i don wan to be alone anymore...T___T any1???

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

2009.4.21

weeee cath jie ytd msg me =D but that time i was sleeping 1am lol...
thx jie for stil rmb di =DD love jie soooo much ...jyjy in exam huu...

today when exam quite funny...most of us bring-ing small note in to the halll...
bt the note i prepare no chance to take it out ...dotz... then i only use my imagination to write the EASSY! haha..wrote alot but donno got mark or nt ~_~

haiz... feel more lonely and lonely these day .. wtf ... really hate being alone
and now listen-ing those sad song...and make me more duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu...
thats it for today...

<3 cath jie n buuuuuuuuuuu mei =D

I WAN GF!

yea =D
as title i wan GF! roar !
hate being alone all the time T___T
any1 wan me? =D

Sunday, April 19, 2009

me , i ...watever

刚起来,家人都出去了。。房间黑黑的。。。有点忧伤的感觉。。
起来坐在电脑前,听歌。。心情更差。。。我的人生目的在哪?
自从懂事以来后悔的事很多。。爱情,学业。。。
开始认识世界的现实,世界充满矛盾。。。
有时对这个世界的现实感到很累。。太多的矛盾了。。
每件事的都有负面的影响。。。我能做的只是把负面影响减少。。

21岁了,可是还不够成熟。。。是好事还是坏事勒?hehe
每天都在发白日梦。。。想一些不可能的事。。。

19/4/2009

since tuesday i nv go for class le..coz i think that those class is nt important le...and tmr is Final Exam ...ltr i want find khun and borrow note and copy ...so ltr nite i can study =DD hehe

this few day quite fan ...
fan about final exam..
fan about my b'day pt
fan about money (since i nt enough money to get a new phone then i decided nt to change phone 1st...then after i finish my diploma then only i get a new phone bah so money problem currently is solved)
then fan coz feel lonely =( ( i wan gf , wish that got gf =DD)

here to thx to family specially my mum and dad for preparing my bday pt at next week sat..they did alot and spend alot money alot for the pt.

fla lala... that day while reading newpaper entertainment that part... i read the new about the TWIN ah sa de pic that case..don understand y ppl want to scold that ah sa and edison leh...
1st let see , the ppl post that pic is nt THEM!
2nd mature abit lah... wat they do in da pic all ppl also will do de =D
3rd ppl's problem care so much for wat =D

so PLZ HOR those unmature de ppl hor... don anyhow scold ppl since u r NT PREFECT =D
*ps im nt TWIN's and Edison's fan =D i jz beh tahan those ****er =D*

To my ClassMate =D jyjy in final EXAM =D
To Cath Jie : JIE! miss u alot lah =D if nt mistaken jie also exam rite? jyjy gd luck

Friday, April 17, 2009

15/4/2009

on that day i nv go to college bcoz the class is end and now waiting for final exam le.... then my jie also nv go to work the excuse is SHE IS SICK! then i and jie go out shopping loo... 1st we go to sunway pyramid 1st ...coz my jie want buy pant and 1u don hav sell.... since nt i drive then of coz ok lu =D... then we reach thr about 2pm and we hav our lunch KFC! ~_~ so long bo eat KFC le... hehe alway mcd.. then walk walk walk walk til the end my jie cant found that pant also ! then we come pyramid only for eat KFC?! then decided bak to 1u see loo... then we head to digital mall 1st coz i wan buy some game ... then only go to 1u... and i went to jusco to see the gunpla and i found that the price is EXPENSIVE! walao ... an exia wif tran-am 1/100 nid RM2xx ...siao 1... i rather buy a 00+0 raiser ... but i nv buy any gunpla == and finally i bought a sun glasses ~___~

and ntg luuu...day endddddddded

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

14/4/2009

today morning...wake by my jie at 6.15am...=_______________=
today wake early bcoz i promise to fetch laifong coz her car repair-ing...
then my jie siao 1...wake me at 6.15am...then i use 10min to wash face bla bla bla...
then i got around 30min ++ ntg to DO ! wtf... i tell my jie adi...i ONLY use 10MIN ...only she nid wake early la...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

then fetch lai fong lo...then reach college lo... bla bla bla....

at the nite my jie's bf come again... then bla bla bla....
AND AGAIN! i need to fetch my jie to escort her's bf drive bak home safety coz his car not fully repair ...haiz...again i become driver again... zzzzzzz

i jz realize that sometime life is very LEMBIT! like the way i drive..mayb someday i will accident...so i try to drive "safe" ....wondering can i make it? lalala

hope all car driver drive car safe safe.... reach home safe safe...
try drive safe =DDD

13/4/09

that day....errrrrrrrrrr.....i jz rmb that when i on the way to fetch my sis b4 i go in to the main road , then my jie call me and ask me cal her bf coz he car accident...then i was =___=" car accident ask me go also useless ... i donno anything about that... then i go to the place that he accident lo...and i saw a car facing the opposite side wif other car...LOL then the drive is my jie'bf ~ dotzzz... then i stop my car lo..then saw the his car tyre rosak liao like gonna drop liao LOL then alot "calman" come and ask me alot thing bla bla bla...ask me whether wan "tarik" the car to which garage then i say donno f3...
then wait my father come lo....after my father come then he decided drive that car slowly and move to other safety place lo...then i go fetch my jie lo.. after that like that lo...his car tarik bak to my house and put until tmr wait the garage send ppl check and repair...then at the nite ...hav to teman my jie fetch her bf bak to setapak ~_~ walao...far far stil ask me to drive zzzz....dam tired...

during i waiting my jie(she go to hl house sit sit) then the place make me rmb some of the sad memories...during last few month i was here and "she" angry me then bla bla bla... haiz... past adi lu..don think lo...

Weekly BLOG part3 (Last)

last week... my father ask me about the accident thing... he ask me that bmw driver got anything gone liao? i say no wor...then he show me the BMW plate which stuck at my car's ass after the accident..and i nv realize that...LOL flalallala...
soon upload the car plate pic =D

Sunday, April 12, 2009

wEEkLY blog ParT 2

YEA ! suddenly i rmb that...on last week monday... after dropping my jie to her office then i drive to my college lo..then hor...somewhr near the tv3 station thr.. i drive around 60~80km/h lo..then hor(refer to that stupid pic =D)
that uncle wanna cross "my" road and like nv care about the distance between our car..i use around 1sec to decided break kao kao...then the car use 2 sec to stop ...and that uncle jz realize that how close was the accident happen.. then he keep show scold( i donno what he scolding) i jz noe that he wanna show that im the 1 wrong...walao a...uncle donno drive don come out la...dotz...

then on thursday... around 5.30pm i jz reach uptown i drive like usually lo cross the road lo..then suddenly bang by a BMW at my car ASS! LOL...then i get out of my car...i jz noe that impact wasnt small 1...then i saw my car de ass...got abit crack..then that BMW driver come down look at his car and walk to me...i ask he how..then he say is our both wrong..coz the road that we cross is doubleline...then he say MY CAR IS BMW , 4 WHEEL DRIVE , RM500k++ ...AND ITS A NEW CAR.. then he ask me what car is mine car ...then i say CHEAP CAR LOH! SO? .. **** cheap car not car ar ****er.. then nvm lo...since my car de ass crack til not too serious and his car is more worst ...=O ntg to say lo...then i say FINE ! then i zao le...

walao...last week my driving skill got problem? or MY DRIVING "LUCK" is nt good enough...=___=

Saturday, April 11, 2009

WEEKLY BLOG =D

LOOLL the 1st weeeekly blog.....

monday fever ngam ngam recover...then bcoz the day b4 my mum ask me drink COLD water to cool down my body temp. then my throat sick again =( monday til wed my sound was like sux til donno how explain le...wan laugh then no sound... wan shout also no sound...talk more then cough... dotzzzz...

tuesday was rush for the International Business assignment..went to library borrow a book then go bak home and copy =DD.. that time i complete for the 1st and doing 2nd question then suddenly lappy blue screen! wtf ....then i fast fast open bak and hope the ms word got make a recover file...but NON ! wtf...retype again... clever tis time le... do abit save...do abit save again...scared =O

then the MA assignment... jeffery ask me do the calculation part and graft de...and i DONNO the graft thing...dotzz...then i tell he i donno do...push all the work to he..

then... currently busy on "begging" my fren to my bbq pt at 25 april... walao some of them really like "vip" nid me "beg" them to come...shyt them...i can tell u wifout u guy come ! thr ntg that i will lose! shyt u...

CONTInUE ltr ~_~

Sunday, April 5, 2009

1/4/2009
today is SW b'day ....then we decided skip class and go celebrate...
then we go to 1u new way sing k...LOL
at the nite...started fever...

2/4/2009~4/4/2009
fever fever fever ..... blur blur blur....forgot wat happen le...
i jz noe that...my body tempeture reach 39.5++...

5/4/2009
tis the 4th day i fever le...now body tempeture 37.1 ...

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Currently ~_~

28/3/2009
Earthday, in my house i only close the light where i put my laptop ~_~

29/3/2009
when to 1u for dinner...on the way...having superrrrrrrr heavy rain =___=
then my sis cant see the road then i hav to drive =____= the distance i can see only is infront about 2 car.... that horrible....

30/3/2009
when to college , then wait for copying the Mr khoo assignment...LOL
from 11am copy til 2pm in library. After finish copy-ing then when bak to class and i saw the class was like SOOOO BUSY then i ask joe wee what happen...(got some problem wif our assignment answer nid to correct it...) then i was waiting for the correct answer but hor.... i saw that joe wee going to pass up his assignment then i go ask for the correct answer lo...suddenly he shout y my assignment stil at table...then he jz realize that he "help" me to correct the answer but his 1 stil in the wrong answer...LOL thx to joe wee ar....

31/3/2009
ntg special today...jz all about the presentation for my iit ...that presentation was suck becoz of our "pro" skill....

TO bamboo yan ~ jy in ur attachment ! =D
TO classmate ! all jy in assignment ! left 2 more then final liao XD

Friday, March 27, 2009

2009.3.27

today...i quite sienz...keep on sell my spear eq and trying to recover my mit eq...
well...i used 130m to recover those eq... walao a....

wootz....i wan a gf gf !
today jz heard laifong say she break wif her bf again..( wtf, same guy as last time)
~_~ wondering why sometime ppl love other ...but cant accept their attitube? is that very hard to do so? if u do really like or love he/she...ya that is true most of the time we donno our gf/bf got wat hidden attitude...but when u found that "hidden" attitude , mostly u ald love he/she alot.... then hard to let go... then y ppl jz wont accept those "hidden" part or giv chance to change?

Ya , i will accept those "hidden" 1...coz not every1 is perfect...i jz nid wan she love me =D so what about u? ( ya , u...the 1 reading tis post) think twice ...

Thursday, March 26, 2009

2009.3.26

well...ytd i make a decision not to quit maple...since bamboo yan unactive in maplesea , i decided to quit my spearman char and play bak my mit...mayb not? who noe what happen next ~_~

today when to clinic to check my neck~ then doctor say hav to operation to cut that stupid thing....but this time is using laser to cut...(wondering how is the process)

duuuuuuu...my mum at nite tell me...next week don go operation coz of the QING MING JIE! dotzzzz....then hav to delay til next next week...~_~

duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu......

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

2009.3.25

最近我一直在分散自己的主意力,一直找东西做。。。不过这几天还不用怎样特地找东西做。。。反而是Assignment找上门。。。 IIT的Report都有pai烦了。。。

hmmm....donno what to write le...很烦很乱。。。我很确认我已经把爱情和友情弄乱了。。。
只要有人对我少少好,我就会以为自己喜欢了她。。。。现在一直在把和她的纯友情把我以为的喜欢划出一条界线。。。她只是一个好朋友罢了。。。别想多了=D ....也许这样我会感觉好一点吧。。。

Bamboo yan 少玩maple了。。。不知道为什么有一种要Quit maple 的感觉了。。。少了她,会不习惯那种寂寞吧。。 mayb i not belong to maple ? everytime i play bak maple alot thing sure happen...1st time i play bak maple , then i meet my 3rd gf..then after break wif her i quit... then after 1 year i play bak i meet another gurl...but i not sure that is consider as my ex gf or not...then i quit again...then now another problem has occure ~_~ wat the duuuuuuuuuu....

我又想fa hiao 了。。。想大喊丑男找GF!i wan a gf !!! 谁要谁要? i wan gf gf gf !! any1 any1?

Monday, March 23, 2009

2009.3.23

7.35pm
today when 7am sis wake me up ....and im dam tired...until i only brush teeth & wash fast then change cloth then run to car sleep ....well..that is dam dam dam dam dam tired !i sleep til my jie reach her office then only i wake up drive to my college ...

bcoz of tired...quite blur while in da class...
then after class i went to cut my hair...and i dye my hair ...

today i msg cath jie ...i miss her alot..>_<
almost 1 month nv chat wif jie le...and if i not mistaken jie b'day pass d?

that day on the way bak to home after work, i listen-ing jaychou's song...i feel that it been a long time i nv listen these song le...i love jay's song...but it bring me alot sad memories....

2009.3.23

2.44am i stil haven sleep yet....i keep on thinking what happen on me...
finally i got "the" answer , but the answer cant make me feel better coz i donno what is the sollution ....i stuck between these line....i m stuck...what can i do ?

haish....wtf la ....

Sunday, March 22, 2009

2009.3.22

welll....today i feel quite lazy so i nv go to work...and i giv a lame excuse to the manager say my hand injured...lalalala....

haiz...donno y this few day i keep thinking of the same thing even while sleeping , i will keep wake & think then continue sleep again ....if tis keep continue ...and that will make me tired and getting more tired everyday...

i wondering why tis happen to me again...this happen in my past year ...but now situation is diff ...i nt regret-ing smtg tat i miss..
So wat happen now...what should i do to stop that? am i too stress in assignment?
or that decision i make on that day to quit wow is 100% wrong? everytime i play bak to maple sure smtg happen to me ...everytime i join bak maple...i will meet new fren.. new fren bring fun ...but when i step too deep...i will (secret)

should i quit maple again b4 its too late? should i? any1 can tell me? .............

Thursday, March 19, 2009

CURRENTLY de ME! English Edition

errr...english version special for BAMBOO YAN!

errr...how to write ar...
1st thing i write is love and frenship jz a step (smtg like that)
if u step forward then become love ~ (smtg like that)

then i said ~ i got alot experience breaking wif my ex gf ...but i not tired i stil looking for the gurl and love belong to me (smtg like that) ~_~
the i said ~ the gurl type i like is ~_~ non! jz got feel and trust on long long relationship. (smtg like tis luu) no ppl is perfect so those bad attitude is not important , jz the feeling lo...( smtg like that)

then i said~ by meet the bamboo yan is quite lucky loo...hav alot fun during play maple wif yan ~_~ if i nv meet her then i wont play maple luu...i will play wow alone and play game alone wifout any fren accompany XDDDD

ok luu done le ~ XDDD goo sleep luu tata ~

CURRENTLY de ME!

爱情和友情只隔着一条线。。。


只要其中一方从友情跨过去就有机会变成爱情, 而我发现自己很渴望爱情的出现。。。
往往很多次双方都不敢跨出那一步,就当永远的朋友。。。。所以当我遇到有感觉的那一个都会表白。。=P
对爱情有太多太多的疑问。。。两个人在一起为什么不能互相的体谅?了解?
缺点为什么就不能忍让一些呢?没有人是完美的。。
虽然多次的分手经验。。。
BUT I STIL NOT TIRED ! I WILL KEEP LOOKING THAT GURL THE LOVE BELONG TO ME!
对我而言我只想要有一个爱我的女朋友,要求并不多!有感觉就对了。。当然她需要对爱情有坚持,不是随便就放弃。。

听着歌,望着Laptop。。。脑袋一直再期待着下一段爱情的到来。。真的真的我很想时间快转到我结婚后。。
今年差不多21岁料哦。。。未来还没有确定的目标。。。 ~_~

wee wang wang!
最近在Maple遇到一个人,
虽然不多话题可是都很开心能认识她。。。。。和她聊天并不会有压力,
如果没遇到她也许我还会在WOW里打BG,无聊的过日子吧。。。

wakakaka...some1 cant read CHINESE ! =P

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

2009.3.18

wee wang wang~
today quite early go to college...bcoz hav to finish last part of Malaysian Studies assignment and print it out ..and pass up by today. walao a....they type assignment
they not following the standard i wan! wtf ...i hav to help them change ... =____=
then after finish the last part...i went to uptown find a printing shop at 9.30am..LOL lucky there a printing shop open on that time..well...there some problem occur during the printing...(lucky easy to settle) ...well i bak to class is about 10am adi...im late about 1hour...so i go in class during breaktime...~_~
when taking attenddent...quite paiseh sia...my group member left 2 in da class...me & TS...other gone liao ~_~

hmmm...about my dream in the nite...that dream is quite sad...but after i wake up...i think bak about that dream...quite funny sia...why the moment the gurl leave that boi why hav to use to like a tarzan~ swing in to the jungle LOL ...

today wait yan from 6pm ++ until 8.30pm ~_~(she told me that she will b bak at 6pm++)
then mc luu...~_~ mc mc ~ at last i lvl 50 and now i hav to keep my exp at 0% until yan is lvl 50...

WOOT! i hav my dinner at 11.30pm by eating 2 zhongzhi~_~

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

2009.3.16~17

well.... i found that... very hard to tell my feeling using english ~_~

start from 16/3
ytd...i was very lazy to wake up and go to college...then after my sis go out...
and i open my TTplayer and play some song ...1st i heard jaychou's song..
well...the song suddenly make me feel very very de sad (donno y leh)...then i continue roll on the bed....the song make me think alot thing... ~_~ walao a...
nvm luu...i alway like that 1 geh...

17/3
is today ~_~ today quite lame ! i reach the college at 8.15am ...then i wait til 9am..then while i waiting the lecturer come wif my fren outside the class...Mr Khoo come and tell us that class is CANCEL! wtf ! 9am til 1pm no class...walao...i plan to skip class but today SW ask me go college do assignment at library at 4pm...so i hav to stay at college since i lazy drive bak to my home...then i when to cyber cafe wif TS , well...that is fun when we play SA on9 ...WOOT! i stil a BEST sniper shooter in FPS game...i keep on double kill , multi kill ~ woot...i soooo geng ~_~

after my last class on today...then i go to library wif TS do assignment...
SW ask me to done all 4question by today ...walao a...but i keep ask he to do 1,2 question and i do the 4th question..and let TS do the 3rd question even his english is more noob than me...LOL then at last ! we DONE ! only using 1and 30 min ++

then today the most funny thing happen today is...while in the college car park...becoz of the JOE WEEE last time ask me to park my car inside abit so that he can park behind me...then hor....i was trying to make my car near to the wall..then hor...1st brake..i think that is enough...but me hor...dam lame...go release the brake then BANG~ i hit the wall...LOL then i fast fast reverse my car and check on the bumber lucky ntg happen ~_~

2nd funneh thing is... on the way i bak to home in the evening...near Sri damansara thr...got a MyVi he drive very fast and i was thinking wanna play wif he..but lucky i din play wif he...coz at sri damansara there...got a ROADBLOCK ! LOL then the myvi block by the Traffic Police LOLZ ...lucky me haha.....

Monday, March 16, 2009

2009.3.15

LOL the thing i rmb happen on that day is Yan teach me two new english word..which is "gratz in advance" and 1 more is fluid LOL ~ eeeeee dirty

Sunday, March 15, 2009

2009.3.14

weeeeeeeeell..2nd post writen in my noooob english ~_~
well~ well~ what to say ~_~
well, i make a big mistake ytd...i tot the WOW guild raid should be in sat
but i forgot the US time is slow than us..so i wake up early and go wait for the raid..and i jz realize that...is TMR ! wtf!!!

And ytd i nv go to work and stay at home play maple maple maple ~
MC MC MC ~wif ezera lenglui(bamboo)LOL well..she angry coz i keep on call her bamboo LOL ~_~( paiseh luu, sometime i very de childish, ^_^)

lalala~ i AM VERY RELAX ! becoz no nid go for work...no nid work til sooooooooo tired...and no nid get scolded by the customer and manager ~ wee~

Friday, March 13, 2009

2009.3.13

heyhey...this will be the ONLY post write in English since ChinYew ask for this...(wtf he thinking...want a english noob to write blog in english) ok la...mix mix simply write lo...

almost 1 week i nv update my blog...
why why nv update? becoz LAZY lo~
why lazy? becoz lazy lo~
why lazy? becoz lazy lo~
why lazy? becoz lazy lo~
why lazy? becoz lazy lo~

LOL
well...this few day feel very very de lonely....
ask fren go for dinner also hard, they say no problem in da morning class..then suddenly Kwan say " eh, we don wan go liao, we wan rush our assignment" wtf, don tell me u guy not gonna to eat dinner...wtf...haiz...then the other fren...no reply at all...swt...then the bbq dinner was cancel by me(force to cancel)

haiz...ytd the internet is very very de slow, wan to play a game also canot at all..wtf..lag lag lag...whole night...and sleep sleep early ytd ...then my father and mother go to thailand in this morning around 7am , and my room was "borrow" to my auntie so i sleep at my mom'room lo...around 7am that time..they walk here walk there...walao ...i no class today i want to sleep til late late also cannot ! T_T

k lu...6 assigment is waiting for me ...2 of them deadline is on next week...i jz done 1 of them..stil gt 1 more to do...eeee...die la die la...

well...currently de me...WANTED TO HAV A GF ! AND NO SHORT RELATIONSHIP! NO MORE !
sometime i don understand... few week ago my ex gf suddenly say that "u not suit me?" WTF...i don understand...mz a boi alway show that he is mature? cannot b playful sometime? why i cant accompny my gf jz taking more time in a day? is that bad? jz a msg then she decided to break...that is very easy to her say that "break" word even i say that "OK" but is not that easy i can let her go...but since she say that..what can i do?

i wondering how can i find a gurl...the gurl only want a boi that love her , care her..and wont care too much about that boi "certain" attitube...the attitube i mean jz a smalllllllllllllll bad attitube or behavior。。。 wondering how how can i find that kind a gurl...

Monday, March 9, 2009

2009/3/ 6,7,8 ~_~

6/3
在我生活上就好像离不开3,6....MY生日快乐哦。。。21岁料咯。。。

7/3
lol...那天宵夜在同一个地点吃一样的东西喝一样的咖啡。。。可是现在的我是身边少了一个她。。。
有点讽刺吧。。。因为性格上的问题而分开。。。而我也开始在远离有她的世界了。。。开始在往不同的方向走了。。。开始在接受现实了。。。 Keong也在那天告诉我说他和Miki分手了。。。3年了。。他很伤心,也想过自杀。。我和他聊到3点,还叫我陪他出去喝酒。。lol既然叫一个不喝酒的去喝酒(lol, 那天刚放工12pm+ 本来应该没那么累的。。Manager叫Lim教我ClosingBar! walao...累累!!)硬撑到3am终于看到Keong比较没那么DOWn了。。然后才把他丢在一旁去睡觉。。

8/3
今天Keong寄了Email给几个朋友包括我。。。说他将要去中国学厨艺,让Miki看到他的改变。。加油哦。。
够霉的啦!去Laifong的21‘s Party 到那里时车水滚漏水了。。。 咯了。。。都被朋友说“消失”了很久。。不过跟他们虽然很久没见面可是好像距离没变。。。

Monday, March 2, 2009

2009.3.2 <累了?厌倦了?>

星期六和星期日工作的餐厅超忙的。。。
Manager也蛮diao下。。。把我的时间换回来2pm开始做工。。。
不过还好吧。。。还在我体力可以支撑的范围内。。。

那天星期六,和Khun一起Break去吃肉骨茶。。。
他问了我一个问题,怎样去想一个人表白。。。hehe...
有点难倒我了。。。后来和他聊了很久。。两个小时的Break就坐在餐厅里。。
下着雨。。。天好凉哦。。。
Khun说得蛮有道理一下,一个平时不怎样认真地人,一认真起来可是会超乎想象。。。
Khun让我想起如果我少了那几个性格,就不是现在的我啦 =)

回家时,超车超到很“凶”。。。为了和一辆无聊的车在路上乱钻。。
不明白为什么我突然减速减到差不多停车。。。。脑袋突然出现很多很多的画面。。。
只是那一煞那。。。我开始乱了。。。也有点想哭了。。。

现在心里一直在想是不是累了,可是却不想承认。。。
想说对这种生活厌倦了。。。也不对吧。。。

heyhey...Queen Jie jy & good luck in exam hor...=)

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Trust You =)

花は風に揺れ踊るように 雨は大地を潤すように
この世界は寄り添い合い 生きてるのに
なぜ人は傷つけあうの なぜ別れは訪れるの

君が遠くに行ってもまだ いつもこの心の真ん中
あの優しい笑顔で埋め尽くされたまま
抱きしめた君の欠片に 痛み感じてもまだ
繋がるから 信じてるよ また会えると
なんとかこうとか~

I love you I trust you
君の孤独を分けて欲しい
I love you I trust you
光でも闇でも
二人だったら信じあえる
もう離さないで


彷如花朵在風中飄搖
彷如細雨滋潤大地
地上之物都彼此依偎共同生存
為何人卻要彼此傷害
為何總有別離
即使你已遠行
在我心深處
總為那溫柔笑顏所填滿
緊擁著你的碎片
雖覺疼痛卻依然相連
我深信
還會再見I'm waiting for your love
I love you I trust you
請與我分享你的孤獨
I love you I trust you
無論光明或是黑暗
我們都在一起彼此信任
No不要分開

Friday, February 27, 2009

2009.2.27

昨天被Keong拉去WoW做副本。。。== 我就想Noob酱。。。他打什么我就打什么。。。听完他就对了。。
没办法咯。。。Battleground拿不到最好的Eq。。只能做副本拿。。。
做副本的时候,至少发生了两次危机。。差点被灭团LOL。。。还好Tanker够硬够经验。。。
wakakaka...Keong至少死了3次。。。而我...好运被Healer救了两次。。。hehe。。

今天的心情算蛮平静的吧。。。
aiyoyo...streamyx 搞什么鬼哦。。。LAG 了3个礼拜咯。。。
==

嗯。。。爱玩闹!所谓的长不大~ 懒惰。。。还有幼稚?
都很适合来形容我。。。我不会去做任何的改变。。。不需要用任何的方式来改变我。。。这样的我活得很开心 ^_^ 想了两天。。。这样的我是否需要做改变。。hmmm...懒惰改改吧。。。其他的没必要。。heheh

Thursday, February 26, 2009

copy & PASTE

第一句

如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
  
第二句
  
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人
  
第三句
  
付出真心 才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞
  
第四句
  
有时候 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
  
第五句
  
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
  
第六句
  
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
  
第七句
  
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬
  
第八句
  
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人
  
第九句
  
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些 该放进心里的人
 
第十句
  
冷漠 有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

2009.2.25 <拥抱>

今天,ShuiHwai问我和她怎样了。。我答了他一句Break already...
他惊讶的Huh了一声,在我想走开的时候,他拉着我手给了我一个友善,带有安慰的拥抱(还是在欢迎我恢复单身,有WOW的Kaki)。。
如果不是因为在班上,我想我会流下眼泪。。我不会哭。。。我不会哭。。。。。

今天,在电脑桌找到L7后,发现有新短讯。。。那个号码是那么的熟悉,读了后。。原来是她。。。
昨天我还以为自己并不会难过,会撑得起来。。可是读了那短讯后,心情变得很差。。。去College的路上都没说过一句话。。。我放不下她。。。没想过会因为我的性格,她会离开我。。。

我很冷静的想了很久,依赖,长不大,懒惰。。。这几个字一直在我脑海出现。。。
对吧,长不大我承认。。。我是以环境来变化。。对朋友我很爱玩闹。。。我对女朋友就很喜欢撒娇也爱跟女朋友玩闹。。,党该认真地时候我会认真到完全不像平时的我。。。
在爱情里我很粘女朋友是因为害怕突然间一切突然消失。。对爱情我并没有很多的安全感。。。

算了吧,在爱情里我永远的是被嫌弃的那一个。。。机会也不是自己争取到的,只是别人给的。。。

Monday, February 23, 2009

GUNDAM 00 !!!

自从去年这套戏开播以来。。。我都在追看。。。
很好看勒。。。因为之前的Gundam都只是在重复画面的。。sienz到。。。

不过这也是我看过死的最多人的戏。。第一季里,我最欣赏的LockOn(哥哥)死了。。。T_T
死得不值得!!!不过他的精神影响了天人组织的每一个人。。。

第二季上两集才死了两个。。。20集阿妮和LockOn(弟弟)两人心灵上沟通后,机体爆炸。。死了。。
eeyur...还放了那首TrustYou伤心到要死。。。I love you, i trust you...

614和沙慈,是戏里很惨的一对情侣。。。被战争分开了。。。

分手了。。。恢复单身了。。。=)

蛇棋结束了。。。我掉到一开始的地方了。。。也被淘汰了出局了。。。
我离开了有她的世界了,回头看难免有点难过。。不过还是得离开。。。我选择彻底的放弃一切。。
对不起,我不是你要的那一个。。我也没话想说了。。。Maple的东西如果你真的不要,可以把它给我姐。。。

伤心!!!,Queenjie忙功课。。。没空理我。。hehe...jie jy on work o...jyjy...
没心情读书了,明天的考试也不理了。。。
死Streamyx!快点恢复正常SPEED啦,我要打WOW的勒!!!

我?我?我?我!!!

想想以前Form3到Form5的我,都很不同的勒。。。不过还是一样的“长不大”。。

eheh...不过以前我常以自己的课外活动的成绩感到骄傲。。。希望这个处事的方法在做工时能派上用场吧。。
那时在Scout里,都得到大家的认同。。。包括Sir,老师,Senior的。。从普通的Member升到Assistant ajk, 然后跳上一级Troup ldr ,form5 的时候升上Assistant Group Ldr...

然后在Sporthouse Form4 因为本身是Scout的原因,被选上带学弟妹们操步,然后Form5无端端被选上当Sporthouse Captain 勒。。。hehe.....不过我都没leadership 的。。。还是Scout适合我多点。。f3...

在Geografi&Sejarah club 当President...lol...那时常忙Scout的东西,给老师骂不够active!!

Thursday, February 19, 2009

2009.2.19

昨天晚上dar因为我前天没打电话给她,生气了。。。><
午餐都还没吃,就飞回家上网找dar了。。(SW paiseh hor...不能陪你吃午餐)
原来dar 10am 就起来了。。。特地不理我。。 ><

当dar说在ns有4个人追她,突然对自己压力加大了。。
然后yuyu又上线了。。心情变得更差。。。
给自己的压力太大了。。。跑去房间睡觉。。可是一直在想到底是怎么了!
这段感情我很珍惜。。。不想这么容易就断掉。。。不惜任何代价

dear我很想很想问你,为什么我总是觉得你对我有所保留。。
是我想太多了吗?是我做得不够好吗?

Dear我真的真的很爱你,也很珍惜这段感情。。。>_<

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

2009.2.18

今天考MalaysiaStudy。。。拿到3.5/20 walao...难到死。。
今天发生很多好笑的事。。。笑到我,脸抽筋。。==

今天dardar第一天做工哦。。。今天dardar被她所谓的变态噩梦吓醒lol
现在才五点。。。还有3个小时dar才放工。。。时间过得好慢哦。。很想dear哦。。。


昨天和dar无聊的对话

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

2009.2.15-16-17

15/2
那天做工时超累。。。可能是情人节那天做太累加上睡不好吧。。

16/2
昨天dar因为上不到maple心情不好。。。haiz...
其实总是觉得跟dar还有很大的距离。。。感觉有时她对我很冷淡。。
一直在努力的想得到她的注意,虽然有时失败了。。。可是就尽全力了吧。。
为了她,我重回Maple了。。。虽然说是没必要。。可是只是想多陪在她“身边”

dar找到工咯。。替dar开心啦。。。不过又要重新安排时间找dar咯。。
dar晚上竟然还没说nitenite就睡了。。==

17/2
今天上完MA过后。。。跟TS,Khun,奶罩,kwan去巴生吃肉骨茶。。eee又是我驾车。。==
还没去之前,问Khun要不要去的时候,Khun一开始很爽快地答应。。过了一下子又说不要。。==
原来他以为我们不是要去巴生吃,是去那种写着“巴生”肉骨茶的那种店吃。。笑到我肚子痛。。

今天跟dardar在Maple里聊了很久下。。。不过yuyu有on9。。心里有点奇怪的感觉。。是什么?

Sunday, February 15, 2009

2009.2.14<情人节>

今天是我滴破蛋日!一个不是单身的情人节!
dear我爱你!
dear对不起哦,不能陪你度过情人节。。。
dear o...不要每天那么迟睡啦。。对身体不好的。。

今天情人节,餐厅人多到只能用恐怖来形容。。。菜一直出不完。。。桌子收不完的。。。人多到在外面排队等。。。加上我伤风一直流鼻水,辛苦到。。用了一大堆Tisu。。。== 不过还好脚都没痛hehe
Manager很坏的咯。。。不给我11pm放工。。明明之前讲好了的嘛。。。

6pm break 的时候,去secretrecepi吃晚餐。。。可怜啦。。一个人吃。。如果能和dear一起吃那该多好。。

Friday, February 13, 2009

2009.2.12-13

本来前天dear应该是昨天回来。。可是星期四了。。
后来才知道是因为她爸昨天才得空载她回。。。没事就好=)

昨天一进班就看到某某要死要死酱。。还不是天天都那一句没睡觉啊。。等等。。听到都sienz
上完课后,跟Kwan,Khun,SH 去1U吃午餐。。吃sushi吃到饱死。。
然后Khun去买Speaker咯。。。然后我就去买礼物咯。。

晚上的时候,弄到dear生气了。。。sorry o dear =(

13/2
dear dear 终于原谅我了。。。=)
不过dear突然又不见人影了。。。难道我又说错了什么吗?cheh...原来dear 睡着了!

有点失望啦。。。不能出去找dear>_<
本来想提早陪Dear过情人节。。。改去下星期五了。。
hmmm有点烦恼,该去哪里勒~

deardear出去料。。没事做,很闷哦。。。
又喉咙痛。。waaa 还有什么病。。。一次过来啦。。。>_<

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

2008.2.11

今天很早就被我弟的闹钟吵醒。。。
上完MalaysianStudy后,大家一起去AmanSuria吃午餐。。。
然后去Joewee家帮他看看Router,因为他上不到线。。半桶水的我+一个奶罩
弄了很久大概有2~3hour吧。。最后拿去Shop弄。。。来回了两轮。。
在第一轮回来后,喝了一罐AisLemonTea后,胃又很不舒服了。。开始一直要呕。。
然后发现setting跑位了。。又被逼回去
第二轮只有我Joe奶罩去。。有人说很累。。。就没跟咯。。
后来回来后很火。。因为那个很累的一直赶我们。。。diao。。我也想快啊。。我不舒服到很够力料。。
真的不懂要怎样讲他。。。
喝了一罐AisLemonTea后,胃又很不舒服了。。开始一直要呕。。

现在7pm料,dear 还没有消息哦。。。很担心勒。。。不是今天就回来了吗??还是我那天病到眼睛看错了。。

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

2008。2。10

今天还是没有完全康复。。还是不舒服。。

hoho,原来Joe wee有女朋友料的哦。。ah joe o ah joe 表收起来嘛。。不怪得说去P。redang他有带“朋友”啦。。。呵呵。。

胃还是不舒服,午餐就吃了5个水饺。。然后跑去1u看看东西。。。
“奶罩”也几浪漫一下的嘛。。情人节去P。Langkawi。。
他好“可爱”到死。。买个礼物都犹豫了很久。。。
本来应该是我要买的。。变到我是陪他买。。==

放学后,被ahjoe 拉去1u 陪他买礼物。。。哇,我好像很好欺负酱hoorr...告诉他我肚子痛要回家他都死拉我去。。。冤枉到。。。算了咯。。朋友嘛。。

hmm...我也大概有概念要准备什么了。。=)

2009.2.9

今天起来时,感觉好很多了。。。至少呕少了。。。只是没有力。。

傍晚时,当她告诉我电话要收时,有的伤心。。。不过没办法咯。。

dear o..可能有时跟我说话会很无聊,无可否认。。这是我第二次正式的恋爱。。初恋和第二个都不算是正式的,初恋不到一个月,一个就不到五天。。告诉你这些不是因为想推卸责任。。只想你了解。。
经验少的可怜。。。不过我会改进的啦。。。

Monday, February 9, 2009

2008.2.8

2am++ 呕到五颜六色。。。 == 辛苦到。。。
那天有个人好坏哦。。。sms到一半睡着料。。
伤心死,跟我聊天那么无聊哦。。。

在我要去看医生时,她说想好了答案。。
那时我很怕很怕再被拒绝。。不敢想象。。所以很随便地要求她讲出来。。
后来她说既然我没问就不说咯。。就去睡觉不reply我的sms料。。==

去看了医生,医生说我尽量不要吃东西,只能喝100Plus罢了。。
回家后,躺在床好像要死料酱。。。要呕肚子空空没东西呕,黄胆水在半夜呕到没有料。。==
所以一直在呕空气。。hehe...蛮痛苦下的。。。

sms料她。。没回我的。。等了很久很久。。她终于回我咯。。
奇迹出现咯~~她给我机会料!!! 那时其实我病到很辛苦。。感觉就好像发梦酱。。
10.35am..属于我们的故事开始了。。

那天其实我跟她sms。。。我是在睡觉的。。。
不过想珍惜跟她的时间。。半睡半醒的情况下,睡觉时一听到电话响就起来sms..然后睡回去。。一直聊到晚上。。
本来她应该是3月11号才退伍。。后来她提前退伍理由应该是她生病吧。。(hmm应该是那天讲的吧。。lol)
也因为星期一是公共假期,hp星期一才收回,所以又可以陪她多一天了。。

说真的感觉那天发生的所有时都像在发梦。。可是它却是真的。。

Saturday, February 7, 2009

2007.2.7 好想她。。。

今天开工了哦。。上个月因为懒惰没去做。。hehe..
一开始还好吧。。。后来7pm就刺激咯。。。忙到妈妈都不认得 lol
脚好累好累。。。
心疼我的Nike鞋啦>_< 鞋底磨到平了。。。
决定了明天去Bata买便宜鞋做工。。。不然这份工好贵哦。。
今天虽然很忙,可是脑海一直想到她。。。她说的都一直出现在脑海。。

番薯哦,今天过得如何?

weewangwang...睡觉了咯。。不写了。。。明天还要做工。。。

对hoooorr...queen jie 如果你看到这。。。我每个星期六,日 2pm~11pm 去做工。。
take care hor jie =) and 多上线陪我聊嘛。。。我好可怜啦。。。

2009.2.7 - 她

这几天我是那么的想她。。。
睡觉前,会想知道她在做什么?睡了吗?在Ns过得如何。。。

现在的我害怕电话有短讯传来。。因为害怕再一次的看到被她拒绝的那一句。。

Friday, February 6, 2009

灰色情人节~

hoho。。。下个星期就是情人节咯。。。
以前我都没怎么去注意这个日子,因为我都是一个人度过。。。
今年还是会一个人度过,可是今年竟然开始会去注意这个20年来都没注意的日子。。
hehe..原来情人节是在2月14号的~ hoho...

可能是一路以来一个人度过,每次听朋友同学说这样那样的庆祝。。
本来应该是一个彩色的情人节,因为孤单寂寞而变成灰色了。。
今年还是依旧单身的我没例外还是会一个人度过。。。 =(

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

<机会?>

那天在床上想了很久很久。。。和她的距离似近似远。。。很不好受。。
本来跟她聊得好好的,可是我问她了很白痴的问题(对不起哦)
1。43am 我问了她,可否在给机会。。她很迟才回。。
3.43am 我睡了,她回复我了。。她说考虑。。
她回Ns了。。照顾好身体哦。。

这几天有种很难受又奇怪的感觉。。。做什么东西都很没Mood。。。整天没东西做。。。睡睡~
可能是因为想太多了吧。。。累累累!
如果她再次拒绝我。。我会变成怎样?好害怕。。。

Sunday, February 1, 2009

情绪失控了

好想像刚刚那样跟你聊天,无聊的对话。。。
很开心能和你再次的开心的聊天。。
可是当我一想起自己是喜欢你时,情绪突然失控了。。
它不受控制。。崩溃了。。。

Saturday, January 31, 2009

2009.1.30 *唱K*

今天我家又举行了少数的出外玩玩~唱K!
老爸老妈爱唱~
姐又喜欢唱~
我就有机会跑去发发泄咯。。。hehe。。哪里知道唱唱下心情变差了。。lol


我唱K必点的歌~
痴心绝对,花香,鸵鸟,像个小孩,还有很多很多的周杰伦的歌~

我发现唱K太多人是很难唱到歌的。。所以平时我都很少拿mic。。wakakaka

唱k印象最深刻是四年前,跟朋友去唱k,喝了少少的啤酒。。我不喜欢喝酒的。。应酬朋友就喝喝一点咯。。
哪里知道就头痛醉了。。。那时我坐着看他们唱歌玩。。。我一个人在旁边发呆(Blurblur)
那时我有少少冲动去告诉熊猫我的想法,可是我到最后还是退缩了。。胆小鬼一个。。

Thursday, January 29, 2009

新一年没有存在感的我=)

aikkkkk! 烦死了啦!
我我我!!对现在的生活超不满!!!!!!!
原来现在的我还没改变!!
功课普通!(我已经在尽量的努力了,希望这个SEM会拉回LOSE掉的分数)
感情又放不下!(熊猫过后!竟然出现了另一个我放不下的。。。为何总是学不来适应不来!)
健康普普通通~

友情到底是什么?爱情到底是什么?
友情?到底什么才是朋友?关心?我感觉不到。。。在朋友间我的存在感都好弱。。有时是完全没有存在感。。。到底所坚持的友情值得吗?

爱情的定义?在任何时候都会想到她,每天都会去注意她的一切,为她哭过,这就是喜欢吗?单方面的付出,等待值得吗?总是以为自己在爱情有了改变。。改变了不过并没有阻挡后悔的发生。。。后悔还是地再增加。。。
所向往永远的爱情会出现在我的未来吗?没有存在感的我,她有发现我吗?一个笨蛋在傻傻的等待她,担心她。。。还是那句照顾好自己哦。。。=)

hmmm....errrrr....
心情复杂~(太多决定要做,该怎样呢)
爱上睡觉~(爱死睡觉,等公主把我吻醒XD)
生活乱死~
烦恼多多~(很烦就对了啦!)
发白日梦~(总是在想一些有的没的)

awwwww~好烦啊!!!!
hmmmm~来说说~QUEEN JIE有多坏!herr!!sms 到一半突然不见人影!
还有还有!那个番薯也是!sms到一半也是死掉了!

来一个新年wish list ~
1.PDA PHONE!
2.手表
3.BEG!
4.女朋友!!!!!!!!!(如果有了女朋友上面的全部取消,应该不会发生吧)

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

我爱睡觉??

从前一个星期开始我hor....好想爱上了睡觉。。OMG怎么了?都很少上网。。。就每天睡睡,上课,回来再睡。。这很像form4~5某个时期的我。。。就每天睡觉。。可是就没做太费力的工作啊..怎么了?

2009<新年>

hmmm。。。星期日那天半夜本来应该毫无意外的在4am出发,可是表哥来的时候车tayar爆胎。。
刚刚才睡醒的我和姐姐跑出去帮他。。。我姐还驾到慢慢。。。100km/h 还说很快了=_=
平时我放工时,在LDP都很少车,我都跑120km/h。。。
换好tayar后。。往大山脚出发大概4.30am。。。老爸从出Highway就把车速冲到140~150km/h,
hoho...从没看过老爸驾那么快。。。差不多天刚亮。。就到大山脚了。。。hoho...老妈说差点吓死。。
团圆饭蛮多菜的。。。=)老婆仔到了大山脚都发挥不了应有的作用。。。因为我。。。。。大部分时间都在睡觉。。。hehe...婆婆精神蛮不错。。。开心开心=)因为床多灰尘,弄到我鼻子敏感,导致大伤风。。。dotz
初一,就是昨天嘛。。没特别咯。。。就看到大人就说一声新年快乐。。就拿拿红包咯。。lol
初二就是今天嘛。。。我们一家比预定的时间早一天提早回家。。。phew 的一声我到家咯。。。然后写写BLOG~

Friday, January 23, 2009

粉红色~回忆

hmmm...不知不觉粉红色在我的生活占据了很大的一部分...
不知不觉中喜欢上了粉红色。。比如说Laptop的theme colour,PSP background theme colour,或者是买衣服都会不知不觉中拿起粉红色的。。。

还记得4年前,form4, 4arts 里有几个女生背着粉红色的书包,笔芯笔,Pen,file 都是粉红色的。。而她们就坐在我旁边。。一开始我觉得她们很奇怪,有点讨厌(当然只是她们的粉红色的东西)。。。可是看久了就觉得没什么大不了嘛。。。后来喜欢上了熊猫(那时的她完全的是粉红“主义”)有关粉红的她都有兴趣.。。

hmm...和她的相遇是很奇妙的。。本来两个不相干的人。。不同世界的人。。因为短讯而开始关心对方。。只要有一天不传短讯。。。就感觉不舒服..hehe..虽然我们在一起只有那短短的五天。。可是之前的那3个月开心日子也够了吧。。

hmm...趁还没忘记来复习那段开心的回忆。。
1.每天放学都会帮她拿书
2.2006 Malam Anugerah。。满后悔一样东西。。她主动勾我的手可是我因为害羞所以。。。。
3.天天上课一定会假假没带书跑去她桌子和她Share
4.天天上课一定会假假没带笔跟她借
5.上课没抄到Note一定跟她借,因为她字整齐嘛。。。
6.那时有一次忘记是BestariVolunteer还是其他的活动。。拉了她一起去"玩",那时她的追求者taoxiboy找她聊。。那时我在忙着突然她的一封短讯叫我快快去Playground救她。。我还以为发生什么事,跑去。。给她打败..
7.那时她就像氧气少了就会不舒服。。。

她留下给我的剩下回忆和粉红色的。。。每当看的粉红色我都会呆呆的想起她,笑一笑。。

Thursday, January 8, 2009

最近hoooorrrr

hmm...新的一年咯。。hmmm...6号开学咯。。。早上有点寂寞。。。以前ZhenYi同班时。。他就是我每天看到的第一个朋友。。。现在没有咯。。伤心。。
hmmm...那天上MS,Lecturer大概说以前在M'sia曾经有过种族纷争。。还闹到死人。。
希望未来不再发生了。。。各种族和睦相处嘛^_^
这几天的我都好纳闷哦。。。好像很多心事(可是明明没有啊?怎么了??)
Queen jie 最近忙哦。。。很少上线。。伤心~~
Hmm。。。终觉得每段时间都会有几个所谓的“知心”朋友。。可是一段时间后。。这段友情就会被遗忘。。

Monday, January 5, 2009

2009.1.1

今天。。。是新的一年了哦。。再见2008~
2008年已经走了。。。跟往常一样没去Countdown。。。
嘿嘿。。。新的一年新的希望!!
aiyoyo...新一年新烦恼!21岁,mama 说要开Party....无言。。。。。